February 2012
Just so nervous. I hope that you don’t need to leave. I like you a lot. I’m not sure about you but I can tell you want time with me too. Just… please don’t leave now. Please. x
Was caught in a 40 degree fever yesterday afternoon on top of the sneezing & nose leaking, but manage to be consistent in meds taking & now I’m back to a 36.6. Doesn’t mean I’m still not leaking. Heading to the Polyclinic to get meds & a med cert.What’s grand about being a government officer? You don’t have to pay for your medical bills haha.
Looking back, I was still deciding whether I like you when I’m around you, & the only reason that made me fret when you’re around, is because I wanted to know if you did hold any interest in me enough to find me. So my head fills up with you, & it starts to pick up things that I hadn’t noticed. & I start to like those little things, & even the big ones....
There are times when you think what was said by others mean something else entirely from what they meant to say, and you go through a whole process of negative reactions that is extravagantly negligible… until you realize that what you thought it meant wasn’t what it was supposed to mean at all. That’s why they always say, look before you jump. You’ll never know how hard...
In that state where...
… everything is numb, you’re just tired of life in general.
I’m at that point where I don’t want to do anything. Nothing at all. There’s a reason I half hate going on holidays, especially on flights, because after that my mind goes jet setting still while my body is back home. I’m in no mood nor position to face reality, & it’s back to work...
coffeerocks asked: *smile* Oh, I think we will catch us someday XD Yeah, Twitter is my place for NonSense *laugh* Hope we talk soon :D
January 2012
I was true. You weren't.
I gave you my soul, even my trust, & you threw it away for one night of futile lust. I was strangled by the tangled web you weaved, & it’s lucky for you I gave more than I received. It’s time for goodbye, you, I’m letting go, for the future awaits someone better, I know. For now please turn away, please go, don’t stay, before I land the knife into your cheating...
I may have to get used to getting aches on every...
… because Didier has a biting fetish.
Sorry for the lack of updates!
Lately I’ve been feeling rather lazy to do anything, I’m not even done with anything I’m supposed to do for school, which is the scary bit. However I can’t even pull myself to do anything for them! It’s just the start of the term & I’m already dreading the next 2 years of my...
It's one of those feelings where...
… you don’t want to expect anything at all, but that glitter of hope exists in you, praying on its own that you will get what you want, even when it’s at the back of your head. That glitter kills everything when what you hope for never exists.
And so you breathe in, and wait. Only time will tell of fate.
God is Trying to be Funny
… by never giving me a local guy to date.
I mean, seriously God, I don’t mind variety, but my 1st boyfriend was Scottish, & now you’re throwing in a French Canadian who fortunately or UNfortunately, likes me too much for his own good he cancelled a whole return flight to Canada that’s in 2 days time & skipped 2 days of work just to spend time with me. Not...
coffeerocks asked: Hey ... So u don't use LJ anymore, and I locked up my FB for Family only, Twitter only about nothing ... So I am here now :D *hug* Ani
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That's me back here again!
HEYLO TUMBLR!! & TGIF!!
I’ve shifted my whole blogging experience from LiveJournal, which I’ve been with for the past 6 years, all the way here. It’s time for a change, as with everything else in 2012!
I can’t promise constant updates since I’m actively involved in life, more compared to the last years, and because of the mini chirping on my own Twitter that...
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Brain Test
Your Brain Usage Profile:
Auditory : 57% Visual : 42% Left : 43% Right : 56%
You show a slight right-hemisphere dominance with a moderate preference for auditory processing, an unusual and somewhat paradoxical combination of characteristics.
You are drawn to a random and sometimes nonchalant synthesis of material. You learn as it seems important to a specific situation,...
December 2011
It’s harder than I thought. The moment I think you need me, is the moment I start fretting to come back, when obviously you don’t need me anymore. I care enough for me to want to come back even when you’re not healthy for me, but at the rate that I’m moving on & the way I appreciated everything and is able to smile now even after a short time, it’s clear that I...
