February 2012
Just so nervous. I hope that you don’t need to leave. I like you a lot. I’m not sure about you but I can tell you want time with me too. Just… please don’t leave now. Please. x
Was caught in a 40 degree fever yesterday afternoon on top of the sneezing & nose leaking, but manage to be consistent in meds taking & now I’m back to a 36.6. Doesn’t mean I’m still not leaking. Heading to the Polyclinic to get meds & a med cert.What’s grand about being a government officer? You don’t have to pay for your medical bills haha.
Looking back, I was still deciding whether I like you when I’m around you, & the only reason that made me fret when you’re around, is because I wanted to know if you did hold any interest in me enough to find me. So my head fills up with you, & it starts to pick up things that I hadn’t noticed. & I start to like those little things, & even the big ones....
There are times when you think what was said by others mean something else entirely from what they meant to say, and you go through a whole process of negative reactions that is extravagantly negligible… until you realize that what you thought it meant wasn’t what it was supposed to mean at all. That’s why they always say, look before you jump. You’ll never know how hard...
In that state where...
… everything is numb, you’re just tired of life in general.
I’m at that point where I don’t want to do anything. Nothing at all. There’s a reason I half hate going on holidays, especially on flights, because after that my mind goes jet setting still while my body is back home. I’m in no mood nor position to face reality, & it’s back to work...
coffeerocks asked: *smile* Oh, I think we will catch us someday XD Yeah, Twitter is my place for NonSense *laugh* Hope we talk soon :D
January 2012
