March 2012
Made quick friends with the men in the French class, as the women were professionally standoffish & surprisingly 2 of them have superiority complexes (I’ve talked to them first). Now don’t accuse me of picking genders in friendship even though it’s a fact that most of my friends are males, because this is EXACTLY half the reason why. Wow, seriously.
Slowly trying to drift off to sleep… 2 hours from now I’ll not be having any sleep for the last 24 hours. Achieved what I needed to do today, so I’m chuffed, with a smile while sleep takes over. Goodnight/morning. xx
& me being me I start looking that up out of curiosity a minute ago, & discovered that it isn’t tears crusting, but RHEUM, a thin mucus naturally discharged as a watery substance from the eyes, nose or mouth during sleep. The ones formed at the eyes which people call eye shite, sand dust, crusties, eye booger, etc., are called GOUND. New knowledge of the morn! :)
AAAARRGGHHH HATE WAKING UP WITH TEARS CRUSTING MY EYES!!! GO AWAY ALREADY, SORE EYES!!
It’s easy to find reasons to put yourself down. A million reasons to say you’re not good enough, that you don’t deserve anything at all. It’s easy to feel victimized because it’s always easier to blame others for all the bad things that had happened. Yet the only person that can save you, is you. Only when you open your mind & release all the negative motions,...
I am glad to have reawaken someone to their goals in life & carved a smile to their lips just now. It may be an almost daily thing I do, yet it has never failed to have me glow in satisfaction, knowing that someone out there can push themselves to think happy thoughts & take progressive action even in the most gloomy of times, all due to a little positive guide they receive from someone...
Given 5 days off work by the hospital. I’m not utterly pleased, but it also means I get time to catch up with a good load of personal tasks. & time to invest in a good pair of shades! Dunno what’s the relevance of shades & conjunctivitis, but it does reduce the scare factor when out in public. XD
OH GAED. This is SO not funny. Now BOTH my eyes are SORE! Bad enough I had to handle 1 sore eye for a good 5 days, now this?! That eye is really trying its best to prove to me that it is bloody infectious by infecting its partner. On the positive side, yey, I’ll be banned out from school anyway since this is 1 of those illnesses that can jump to the children & that is never encouraged....
I am SO empowered today! Everything is a blessing, I’m smiling too much, & my worries are out of the way! I’ll drive through rain & hurricane to be where I know I can!
Ah, I just discovered that there is a free shuttle bus running from Toa Payoh to Changi Airport! It runs from 10am to 9.15pm, certainly it wouldn’t be utilized much by myself since most flights I take are on early mornings & late night (to gain a whole full day when I touch down at my country of destination), but this discovery is fantastically sweet nonetheless! The airport is where my...
Starting tomorrow, it’s time to define my long term goals & break it down. I’ve got all the energy for positive productivity; I’ve recognized & cut down all unnecessary activities & contacts that do not push me forward to new learning & experience or synergise old awareness into understanding, and slowly finding enriching channels to pour my focus into. Nowadays...
Received an offer for a place at UniSIM under the degree of BA Psychology with Sociology! Psyched! Just the degree I always wanted! It’s from a local institution aye, but it’s not about where you go that matters a lot, it’s how HARD you achieve at the end. Now that I have it, and knowing I’m the right person with the right mindset & heart for what is given to me,...
At the rate I’m massively consuming foods at any given time of the day lately (coming from someone who eats 1 meal a day & not finishing it even is a big deal) ever since I came back from Manila, it crossed my mind that I may be carrying a half chinky’s child! Either that, or I’m so used to eating 3 times a day while there, or my hormones are kicking into effect & burning...
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The Fun Of Forgiving
Sometimes I’m almost glad to hear when I get home that they’ve been bad; And though I try to look severe, within my heart I’m really glad When mother sadly tells to me the list of awful things they’ve done, Because when they come tearfully, forgiving them is so much fun. I like to have them all alone, with no one near to hear or see, Then as their little faults they own, I like to take them on my...
Settled down from Manila, & in exactly 6 hours time I’m away to work. & this is one of those crazy rare moment where actually excited to get to work & change my life for the better! Whatever happens in Manila, stays in Manila! Time for a great start ahead!
That’s me up & away to the airport! Back to Singapore baby!
I would like to thank Kyle for putting me to perspective, even though we’re meeting in a foreign country. He’s right. You have to make mistakes before you find the right one.
Can’t sleep. I dunno if I’m tired even. I’m such in a moral dilemma it’s killing my mood & brain cells since noon. I know very well what my subconscious mind is telling me, & that is to get off the bed & get far far away, but my logical conscious mind tries to shrug it all off & say it’s all good, it’s part of life. What really bothers me is that...
Is it a coincidence that every 14-15 of every month of this year something grand has to happen? I dunno if it’s a blessing or a curse, but it feels… hell I dunno how this feels.
I’m very amused how the doctors ask me questions on my period to subtly check if I’m pregnant or actively having sex. & at rate at they’re asking it seems that they’re very convinced to believe that I’m having sex every 4 hours! Goodness do I look like a sexual predator? Definitely not!
